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depression

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Leaving Home

Moving out of my well-meaning but over-bearing parents’ home was always something I’d dreamt of. My fantasy was simple. No screaming matches over the standard of my room’s cleanliness, no black and white morals shoved down my throat, and a life where I made my own rules. It didn’t matter how shoddy the living conditions, it would still be … Continue reading

Heavy

i Depression Is a simple word that doesn’t seem to do the Reality Of the experience Justice For those who have never experienced it, I will try to ii The will to live Is ripped from your soul You are left with an empty mess of a shell Who has nothing to give And nothing … Continue reading

Games

Empty words Would mean so much to me, But I’m lacking even those And the silence how it builds, Hot tears burn my cheeks, And my head is all a mess You throw me scraps of lust disguised as love To keep me around, At your convenience I’d be at your side in a second, … Continue reading

Tear It Apart

Wanting to tear my whole life apart Rip it to shreds, So I can start again The skin I’m in is dirty, Doesn’t fit right I need to be somewhere else, Anywhere but here Hope has abandoned ship, Confidence has taken flight Leaving me with vice and spite Whispering to me what I don’t want … Continue reading

Too Far Inside Myself

These feelings might change, but right now There is no place in this world I can find happiness I’m trapped in a prison of my own self sabotage Constantly kicking myself for traits I can’t change My essence is ugly Shouldn’t have told you those things that I’ve done That show I’m not right deep … Continue reading